I'm in the middle of a new Bible Study called "No Other Gods" by Kelly Minter. At first, I wasn't too interested. It seemed like surface material and I just kept hoping that it would get deeper. Boy, did it! Last week posed the question "Why Idols?" and addressed our identity, need, pain, silence and fear. Two days that week (need/pain) included the stories of Sarah and Hannah in the Bible. Both ladies wrestled with infertility and waiting on God to deliver them. Whoa! How relevant to my own life right now! The hardest lesson there was acknowledging that God had chosen to close Hannah's womb, on purpose, for a season. Practically speaking, God purposely brings pain and suffering into our lives for a reason. So often we believe that we can handle our life circumstances in our own strength. For me, I believed that if I just went to a doctor who performed certain procedures on me, then I wouldn't have any more trouble getting pregnant. Clearly that was a lie I was telling myself. Kelly writes "I cannot think of anything less satisfying than having myself as the big answer to everything." Thank goodness I do not have to rely on myself to get me through the difficult times in life. Thankfully I worship a God who willingly takes on those burdens for me so I do not have to carry them alone. In addition, He has a perfect plan for every one of those difficult situations that I'm faced with in this life. "All things work together for good for those who love God and are called according to HIS purpose" (Rom. 8:28). This is a promise directly from God Himself. Psalm 84:11 also promises that "The Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor;
no good thing does He withhold from those whose walk is blameless." So why do I tempt myself with doubt and disbelief? Clearly, He has my best interests at heart. I need nothing more.
That was just what I learned last week! This week had revelations of its own. This week we discussed the topic of lies. Behind every false god is a lie, deceit, intimidation,, a door we've left open, and a prowling lion (waiting to seek and destroy). There were many things that Kelly said during this week's lesson that really made me think about the lies that I choose to believe everyday. Lies can be three things (as demonstrated by Eve in the Garden): 1. "Good for food" - meeting our physical needs, 2. "Pleasing to the eye" - meeting our emotional needs, and 3. "Desirable for gaining wisdom" - meeting our mental and spiritual needs. In regards to Eve's story and the deceit that she fell under, Kelly writes "Place me right in the middle of the garden where an angelic devil whispers sweetly in my ear while that piece of fruit shimmers in the sunlight, and my choice sadly becomes the same as Eve's." If we're honest, I think that most of us give in to the luring deceitfulness of Satan's lies. He wraps them up in pretty packages making it difficult for us to turn away and easy for us to accept. She goes on to boldly state that "Satan will tell us what's true, but he never tells us the truth." He manipulates the truth, twists it to meet our desires and wants, but doesn't necessarily always lie. The truth can be found in there somewhere. So we need to be ready and prepared, putting on the full armour of God, knowing His truth and standing on the Word. There were two things that stuck with me most this week. The first is a quote she relayed on behalf of a friend who is serving on the mission field in China, upon a recent trip back to America.
"If it be any encouragement to you all, this is what I saw, especially in America: pain (deep, private, unanticipated, suffocating) met with stubborn hope (white-knuckled clinging to Him, rock-bottom conviction that His offer of Reconciliation (the cross) is the only viable option, and a willingness to risk believing that Redemption is not only something that means we get to go to heaven, but something that He is passionate to carry out now, in specific life situations, to make things show His brand of beauty - in which a healed relationship or person can reflect more glory than one who never knew brokenness.)" Secondly, she directs our attention to the story of Hezekiah and Sennacherib (2 Chron. 32). In short, Hezekiah's faith was put to the test, and Sennacherib and his men taunted him and tried to lead him to doubt in His God. Ultimately, Hezekiah and God both proved faithful in the end. Kelly writes "Regardless of the circumstances, it takes confidence to believe that God is going to protect and take care of us as we wait in difficult situations." Amen!
CLEARLY I needed to be reminded about these things as it has been easy to wallow in my self pity and unfortunate circumstances lately. But God will have none of it. He says to "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you." Guess I just needed to be reminded of that! So, thanks God (and Kelly Minter), for kickin' my butt and helping me remember all this!